I am determined to keep trying to post for November’s “National Blog Posting Month” even if I did miss two days. I am determined to assert this part of myself, even though taking five minutes to put these few sentences up here feels exhausting, after a long day. I ate only one meal. I took none of my meds on time. I chose to sleep when the baby slept, but that meant giving up my break from being Mama (being touched drains me, sometimes, even if they are the sweetest hands that ever existed). I am not complaining, so much as I am describing what is happening, because that is what I have the energy to do. Onwards and upwards! There is so much to write.