Month: January 2012

I am so anxious that I’m sleeping in four or five hour chunks. (Hence, this post at 4 am–I slept from 8-1, I’ve been up since then.) I think I’m…

I feel a thousand times more relaxed today because I just got hired as a full-time nanny for the sweetest baby girl. She is nine-weeks-old! That is tiny! Not only…

I was awake last night until 5 am. Thinking about everything. I don’t want to take more anxiety meds without talking to my doctor first, and we’ve been playing phone…

I am waiting. A lot. For important stuff. Like hearing back from parents who might hire me. (Please hire me?) And waiting until I can pee on something that might…

In college, my friend Mackenzie started calling a habit of mine, or rather the results of that habit, The Barrier. Whatever I do during the day, I gather it up,…

It’s 1:40 am on Saturday morning, so my stay-relaxed techniques that work so well during the day are as tired as I am. Why can’t I sleep? I don’t know,…